Where Shd i GO?

Yippie... mummy just told me that she will sponsor me 1k for my hols; at first she thought that it wld be sufficient to go to BOTH taiwan and clubmed... which is quite... ermm.. well impossible by itself...

Taiwan is really tempting cuz i haven been there before, and i heard from Esther the pig dat it is a great place to go with its shopping and stuff, but the thing is dat i wld have to go with ah-zhu, which is ok by itself bah; just that wun be all dat fun..

Clubmed seems to be the more.... popular choice as its cheaper for sure, and its with the Gang!!!! been like almost 2 yrs since we last travelled with the gang (or at least part of the gang) think Sydney n Hunter Valley trip in 2005!!! sighz those were the most jolly days of my uni life...

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A Retreat

If you have read this entry with the hope of finding some good recommendations for some spa retreats, then perhaps u will be greatly disappointed....

Was reading ODB just, and found dat the message that the author wanted to share was really inspiring.

It was about the need to find a 'retreat' in our lives. There it shelters you from the pressures of life; it is also somewhere where u can totally rest and be yourself without the need to facade up a wall of defense. More than often, the overwhelming nature of our busy lives drown us in the unforgiving sea of hostility..... only to toughen up ur self awareness......

Just as you thought u could find solitude, a place of quiet rest when u get home.... sometimes dat aint all true at all.... Nagging for you to get this settled, that settled, and why is this piece of chore not done properly... yada yada yada... We all need our privacy dun we??

But do we really get it? i doubt it. Unless....

Dun mean to sound pious or wat; but i do feel that the only way to regain my sainty is to find a place which is near to that of HIM; restoring my soul by installing mr faith in HIM...

我们唱我们的歌

After much persuasion from Ma... I had no choice but to drag my feet to National Stadium for its finale event before its demoslished.... At first I though it was pretty much a concert, but to my horror it actually a Sing-along session... !!! The choice of songs were really very 'interesting' from “上海滩” to “爱拼才会赢” so u guys pretty much imagine how.... 'exciting' it was.. hahaha

没道德 was also there.. to my surprise.. and of cuz she refused to tell me who she came with.. lol


Moi & 没道德 *notice how disgustingly red my hair is... hahaa*




More pics of us & the stadium

愚蠢

每次有话想要告诉你，总是心惊胆跳，不知道你会有何想法，有何反应？
如果可以把心情分化为颜色，那会是灰色，永远的灰色。

你的存在，应该是为我带来安定，就像一个避风港。
但是每次，我反而成为你的力量， 你的安全地带。
你把我的不安，当成一些无谓的不懂事。。。。
你把我的不安， 化为一些毫无意思的幼稚。

我不想再那么愚蠢，那么安分守己
一片海阔天空，是多么令人向往的。
我想要脱胎换骨，从新寻找一个属于自己的我。
我一定得振作起来，不在沉迷颓废

原来自由的天空是多么的清晰，多么毫无约束的。
原来没有你，是可以那么轻松的
回想以前的愚蠢，觉得有点伤感，
不是因为还在眷恋，只觉得非常愚昧，竟可以那么不懂事

现在的国度里，不再有你的影子，
只有我自己。。。。
虽有一点的孤独，但那是快乐的。。。。。。

〈如果没有你〉

今天去PS的时候，买了一张合辑〈国语歌曲排行总冠军〉..... 非常意外地发现了里面有一首非常棒的歌

“hey，我真的好想你，现在窗外面又开始下着雨
眼睛干干的，有想哭的心情。 不知道你现在到底在哪里？

hey， 我真的好想你, 太多的情绪，没有适当的表情，最想说的话我（应）该从哪里说起？你是否也像我一样想你？

如果没有你，没有过去，我不会有伤心， 但是有如果还是要爱你
如果没有你，我在哪里，又有什么可惜，反正一切来不及，反正没有了自己

hey，我真的好想你，不知道你现在到底在哪里。
你是否也像我一样在想你”

为什么每当我以为自己已经平复了心情，偏偏有沟起我那段美丽却又痛苦的过去呢？可能是自己太过懦弱了吧？......

但是我真的好想在见你一面，哪怕就是那么一眼，我也开心，知足。。。。。。